So i'm thinking about alot tonight. Mostly about next weekend. My dad is apparently supposed to be coming down here. If I had a normal childhood I would be way excited for him to be coming. But since he ruined my childhood... I'm not exactly excited. So here we go story time into my life about what happened in my childhood. When I was a kid and my mom and dad were together, me and my dad were extra close and I was a HUGE daddy's girl. But I realized at 5 that he was an alcoholic... and everytime we were together he would be drunk. Quickly as I grew older I began to realize it more and more and well then my mom and dad split up and got a divorce. As I grew older, his drinking got worse, and I started to go through depression. My dad had put me through enough. I now have trust issues, and I have to have someone to love me or I freak out. Trust me I try to work on it, but after everything I've been through, my feelings and my hurt just can't go away.
Usually when I'm stressed out like this I blast my music. So i've been listening to some of my favorite songs from paramore, mayday parade, and GLEE. Hopefully it will get my mind off somethings. I'm hoping so.
If only real life was like Glee but it's not. I'm sorry to hear about your dad. Hopefully, he has changed for the better.
ReplyDeleteYour entry pinched my heart a little. Be blessed! <3
Oh if only life was GLEE I would be one happy camper. And I'd like to think that hes changed for the better but I don't think so. But thanks :)
ReplyDeleteAWW Thanks for following me. That's sweet. I'll be waiting for an update on this story so I followed you back. ;)
ReplyDeleteIt's rough roads that pave the way to make us even stronger. Best wishes! :)
haha thanks the story will surely come! and thanks :)
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