Argh.

So today went good...until dinner. As I told you, me and my friend joined a gym so were trying to get all skinny and healthy. So I was really proud of what I did today with my workout. So at dinner I wanted to tell my mom how good I did today. I went to start talking and my sister rudely interupts me. So I stay quiet to wait till shes done. Well then I try to start to talk again. Then my mom interupts me. So when she was done I was like well then I guess you don't want to hear my news and my mom goes "Jaymie your sister didn't make the volleyball team, dontcha think that's a little more important than what you have going on?" So then I was like oh no. Now im upset and mad and I say "Oh that's right you don't pay attention to me at all and it's all about Jorden!" and I left the dinner table and went to my room. My mom comes down and starts yelling at me saying how I should be upset that Jorden didn't make the team and how we should be there for her blah blah blah. And so I yell back to get my point across. And you know what happens after that? I FREAKING GET GROUNDED FOR NOT BEING SUPPORTIVE OF MY SISTER. seriously? This family sucks sometimes.

Then today I get a facebook comment from my old bestfriend. We became friends in 6th grade and then she left me in 8th grade because she got into alcohol and drugs. I'm sorry that's just not me I don't want to do any of that. So she ditched for all of that and boys. One summer I think it was 7th grade we went to Ocean City and I went with her family and she brought me so I was like oh sweet. Well the night we got there her sister brought her friend and they got drunk. So me and my friend were like lets not drink until 21 and lets not have sex until we know we're in love and all this stuff and we made a pact. Well 8th grade came and I went up to her and she ignored me for this guy who was known for being a druggie and stuff. So I was pretty upset by that and I didn't talk to her for a couple of days. Then I texted her wanting to know what was up and why she wasn't talking to me anymore. Well she had said that I was a nobody and all this other stuff. That hurt. So we didn't talk anymore. Then 9th grade came and she had lost her virginity and a rumor was going around that she was preggo. I knew that we weren't friends anymore but she was my bestfriend once so I had to do something. So I texted her and was like "woah are you preggo?" and she goes "No why?" and I had said "oh because it's going around school that you are" So she stopped texting me and she went on facebook and said she wasn't preggo. Then 10th grade year came around and she got fat and nobody wanted to talk to her anymore. I felt bad and tried to talk to her and stuff. Once again she ditched me for alcohol, boys, and drugs. 11th grade year comes around she has no friends and thinks oh maybe I should get my old friends back they were great. So I get this facebook comment saying "oh i miss you, we're bestfriends, i love you and all this other stuff. At this point I thought oh no I gave you how many tries and you just ditched me? So now she wants to be my friend and I'm just like oh nope. You ditched me. I was your only friend and the only person to talk to you. We're done.

Wasn't that a great story? And you wonder why my life is so effed up.