So i'm sitting here on the couch watching the patriots vs. falcons game. GO PATRIOTS! sorry I had to put my team out there. Anyways so i'm sitting on the couch just thinking about some stuff. I'm thinking about how good I did today with exersizing. I'm thinking about how good Tom Brady looks (oh baby). And I'm thinking about my future. I'm a senior in high school and i'm so scared. I don't think i'm ready to grow up. I don't think i'm ready to be an adult and look out for myself. I mean I can't even do it now and i'm still at home and sometimes I pay for myself but most of the time my mom pays for me. And with school it's been such a rollercoaster. I mean in 9th grade I failed english 1 so now i'm an english behind my classmates and now that i'm in senior year I have to double up and take english 3 and 4. I'm also taking AP pyschology. I tell myself everyday that I can do it but then I think about what if I do fail, i'm letting myself down, and my mom down. I don't want that burden on my back I already feel like I failed her back in 9th grade. It's not a good feeling.
I don't really have much to say tonight.
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