So last night I was feeling like depression creeping up on me on me again. This time the first thing that came into my head was to pray to god. So I was like what the heck i'll just try it. So I prayed. For a long time. I haven't done it in a while, and it kind of felt weird to do it. But after I prayed and got everything out it felt kind of good. So i'm hoping god is listening to me. I really need him. I need a support system. But how can I have a support system when I don't ever let anyone know whats wrong with me. I don't tell my friends whats wrong. I keep a smile on my face when they see me so they don't suspect anything...though if I had a sad face on only some of my friends would notice.
I hate the fact that one day i'm happy-ish. And the other day i'm depressed. It's like i'm going through emotional menopause. Geez.
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Please reach out to your family, your friends, teachers, anyone! Make them listen. You are not alone. I suffer from this as well, but now take medicine and have a very strong support system. There are times that the "monster" -as I call it, comes at me and I succomb to its choke hold on me. But then I try really hard to get free. And I pray, a lot. And I surround myself with people who love and care for me. You might also want to read self-help books. Chin up!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm trying to reach out to my mom but she just says i'm faking. I'm trying to reach out to my friends but they just say that it's going to pass over and I don't want to reach out to my teachers because I don't want them to judge me.
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