So I was right. Depression came and attacked me today. Actually I don't think it ever left it was just in hiding for the time being. While I was on the bus this morning it was like a bunch of weight just came at me and landed on my shoulders and I felt like I was stuck in a hole and I couldn't get out. No matter what I did today I just couldn't shake myself out of feeling alone. I don't know what to do. And i'm kind of pushing some of my friends away and I don't know why. I feel like I should tell my mom so she can do something about it. But i'm afraid of if I tell her then she won't understand and she will think i'm faking. That's what she did last time.
I don't know what to do. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. Why is this happening to me?
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