So as you all know I have my days when i'm depressed and my days when i'm okay. Well as Thanksgiving is growing close my depression days are growing longer. My mom finally called someone and I will soon be going to see a therapist. My mom also called my guidance counselor at my school and made me go see her and see what she thinks. She thinks that I have situational depression and that its moderate to extreme. I think that it's good that i'm finally going to see someone and get it out.
But to fill you in on what's been going on since i've been so busy and i'm always sleeping (which is a symptom of depression) homecoming was last weekend. It was horrible and stupid and I didn't have fun until it was after. They played stupid songs and people were just having sex in the middle of the dance floor. Not cool. The girls at my school are huge sluts which i'm not a part of that group. I don't see what the point is to go around and having sex with random dudes.
But after homecoming me and my friends went to ihop. It was midnight when we arrived and we didn't end up leaving until 2 in the morning. Then we all went back to my house and went to sleep. But my damn allergies got the best of me and the next day I was so sick and I just layed down all day and watched old episodes of Law and Order: SVU which is an amazing show btw :)
Hey girly, just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need someone to vent to! I have anxiety and depression that I deal with everyday. I know how hard it is to find happiness, but you can and you will :)
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