I've been lost but now i'm found

Wow I haven't written anything in a while. Sorry about that. But I gotta fill you in on what's going on with me. I started seeing a psychologist and they claimed me as depressed. Awesome. Also I thought suicidal thoughts for a while never acted on them but thought about them all day. They put me on anti-depressents but those haven't kicked in yet. I hope soon though because this rollercoaster is killing me. One week I'll be really sad and I don't want to do anything and then they are other days when I'm really happy. Oh well. I'm doing better.