Day 1

Day one- Seven things that cross your mind alot.

1. Suicide
2. Love
3. Justin and Kyle
4. My dad
5. My life
6. If i was imaginary for a day
7. the future

So well i'm doing this 7 day challenge thing and once 7 days is done ill do the 10 day and then the 30 day. I don't like cold weather and i don't like winter. it's 22 degrees here with a 20 mph wind chill. NO FREAKING WAY! Spring is my favorite season because its warm and thats when thunderstorms come back (:

Long time.

Woah i just realized i haven't written anything in like a month. I guess i've just been so busy. Well to catch everyone up i've been seeing a therapist for my depression and i've lost a couple of my friends because i tried to explain to them what was going on with me and they pretty much just laughed in my face and said i was faking so i dropped them. And in my family me and my mom have been pretty distant because what i talk about in therapy makes  me realize that we really don't have a good relationship so i don't really know.

So now you've been caught up. Things really havent changed all that much but in a way they have. Now i'm sitting here drinking dr. pepper and watching Jack frost which i used to love this movie when i was a kid so this is bringing a lot of memories back.